I am searching for a deeper understanding of myself; the external manifestations being representation of my internal life, my core, my spirituality. At first glance, I am disappointed, ashamed and shocked at my reflection in the mirror of life. I believe my goals are minor and should not require this kind of effort. It seems like I am always at the starting line getting ready for the great race in life and cannot seem to make it to the finish line.
Failure is never final so I keep embracing my failures hoping that I will find the strength needed to get me to the finish line, standing tall. I am thankful that my spirit remains resilient. I am committed to my daily rituals to condition my mind for success. This is my life, my challenges, my purpose and the moment I abandon myself death is a breath away and I refuse to fade into nothing.